The Last Party

Ok, so it wasn't the last party ever, but it was his last party.

Many people showed up,lots of laughs, lots of food. Our friends, Kelley & Kelsey hosted it at their home. Keg beer, low country boil and pound cake made for a long night and full tummies. My emotions were high and patience of him leaving was low. Many times throughout the night I caught myself looking around thinking this is the last time for a long time we will all be in the same room together. It used to be every weekend we were having these parties. Then once a month,once every other month,now it seems every 7 months. We have all grown up,moved away,started families, and new jobs. It isn't the same as it used to be but the feelings are all still there. The fire was still going the next morning when I woke up at 9. A few hours sleep and it seemed like a distant memory. So much planning and then it was over faster than I could keep up with it.

People said their goodbyes to him and it was over.

I have to keep asking myself "whats one last thing that we would do together today?" I never find anything to get out and do. I guess thats ok though.I'm still with him no matter where we are going.

Selling stuff off this past week,planning to move back to the parents home,making plans to go to Florida to drop Lucy with Debbie until we are back in a house again. (that one is going to be even harder on me.i still have yet to face the feelings I will have over that one)

Keeping a lot in mind........just not so sure my head is big enough.



16 days....and counting