Monday, April 26, 2010

High blood pressure


Indeed

Joey has now been set back 2 days for it. Instead of leaving tomorrow morning,he will be leaving Thursday.BUT that means one extra night with him than I had before.

I spent the evening with him at the hotel . We had dinner and chilled out watching t.v in the lobby curled up on a couch. I know he is nervous. I see it in him. He has every right to be. This is a major change, a life altering change. For the good. For the good of us. I dont know what I would do without him. I will manage. This is the test, pencil is hand, mind set forward and 100% accuracy is needed.
I drove back crying like a little baby. (a lot like I am right now)

I miss him already and it has only been about 2 hours. I will see him tomorrow for my last couple of hours.

Nine weeks
Nine very hard, grueling, painful weeks

He means the world to me I cannot wait to marry him when he returns.


Must be your skin that I'm sinkin' in
Must be for real cause now I can feel
and I didn't mind
it's not my kind
not my time to wonder why
everything's gone white
and everything's grey
now your here now you away
I don't want this
remember that
I'll never forget where your at
don't let the days go by
glycerine





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