Today is Sunday April 25th 2010
Tonight is the last night Joey will be in the apartment.
For dinner I made his favorite, crab cakes and crab stuffed mushrooms with a vegetable medley. With a finishing touch of wine. With a candle lite and music on, we had our last dinner together.
I did good today.Well not completely. I did have one little upset. A lady at Ingles asked me what the occasion was for the big meal, it hit me then of the reason I am making this meal. As silly as it is,one thing on my mind is what I am going to wear for tomorrow. What is the cutest thing I can find.
He said goodbye to one last friend today,a good one of his. I know they will be around for me when he is gone but it is going to feel weird seeing everyone without Joey beside me.
After coming home,making dinner,a last minute run to Walmart for his supplies,a little ice cream while watching t.v, it is now a quarter to midnight and the day is done and gone. We talked earlier on how fast this time has gone by. 48 days ago I thought we had the a lot of time, now I have a few hours left. I can not explain all the emotions I am feeling right now. They are too strong. Tonight,when I go to bed will be very hard.
This is it.His last night here.
"These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
They've been knockin' me out babe
Whenever you come around me
These feelings won't go away"
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