Tuesday, June 22, 2010

MY departure day!

So today I am leaving for Chicago.
If you know me,then you know that I have been stir crazy and cannot shut up or would not shut up. Thanks for putting up with me. You know who you are.My thanks to you all are more than appreciated and our friendship has grown.

I have everything except for hangers in my suitcase. I have over packed,yet again. Last night I was ok. This morning,uuugggghhhhhh
I about freaked out. Its just the anxious flowing throughout my mind and it has got the best of me. But,I am ready.
This past weekend I reminded myself of how close me and Joey really are.Thinking of all the good and bad times we have experienced together. It made me laugh,it made me cry.There is one time that pops out more than others. Driving down the road to get a midnight milkshake and he was smiling.It was a smile I hadn't seen before. At that point I didn't realize that it was a "Oh,I think I love this girl" smile. It took me a few days to give that smile back.I wanted to make sure I felt it the same way. Three days later,I said it.
And our story began.

Since July 15th 2009, we have been on a whirlwind experience and the day that I dreaded(him leaving) has came and gone. I am proud of myself yet,shocked because I didn't think I would have been so 'o.k' with it.
Now it is the week of seeing him and the day I leave. Many people said it will go by fast,and I wont lie,it has.(Having strong people around me has help also)
He has missed out on quite a lot not being in the dot-on-the-map Maysville. I have kept quiet on a lot of things but lord,I am going to spill it all out when I see him.
I will be taking many pictures on the trip and plan to make sure he sees each and everyone of them. He deserves to see the great city of Chicago just as much as I do.

First leg of the Navy journey down,86729594760285938574982059 more to go.



"To the moon"

1 comment:

  1. the name of this blog is friggin awesome. "my version of this"? who knew you were so introspective!?

    I dote almost like a proud papa!

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