Been a while since my last post. Florida was great.Just enough sun and plenty to keep me busy. Been home for a week but each day is getting harder and harder for me.I should be looking at the glass half empty instead of half full(it's in my mind that way,hard to change that fact)
This past week has been full of getting my room to a somewhat 'normal' state and plenty of hanging out with friends.Days are moving by faster than I thought. Guess it helps that I am watching about 2 movies a day.Makes me sound like a slob but hey,it's the truth.
I received my first letter from Joey yesterday.He is doing well. Better than I imagined. I just hope that feeling continues as the days get more intense for him. As I was reading it,I heard his voice in the background with the 'lol's' and 'ha-ha's'. His wisdom teeth were pulled(a feat in itself) and did not even suffer.Made my stomach turn thinking of him going through something that scary without me. (And for those who say any type of teeth pulling is not a big deal,they are lying. It is and no one is ever quite prepared for it.)
He misses me. Something in the back of my mind was saying he was glad to get away from me and everyone else but I know now that wasn't the case. He was worried that the move and what I have to go through is becoming to much for me to handle. Figures.....he has one of the hardest jobs around and he is worried about me. I don't tell him every little thing of what goes wrong,there's no need to do that. He has to stay focused and as do I.
I am going to marry that boy,you watch and see
''we said we'd walk together baby come what may
that come the twilight should we lose our way
if as we are walkin' a hand should slip free
ill wait for you
and should I fall behind
wait for me......''
35 days
(to the moon)
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